
I want to be the one you want. The one you need. Your reason for getting up in the morning, rushing breakfast and hurrying about to catch a bus and a train or even a fucking helicopter just to come and see me. I want to know that you are mine and mine only. I want that, just that one thing from you.

Alright, Its been ages since i last updated. So how long have i not blogged? A month??? Have forgotten about what happened so far, and what i have done for the past week. well basically it was an exhausting week.. Anyway, School is sucha b!xtch. More and more projects are coming up. Screw them up okeh! Anyway, Gonna stop here and go for my CS lesson. B to the O to the R to the I N G! ooohhhhhhh, It's Boring! ._. Okeh, Here are some overdue pix. Enojoy! (: You mean more to me than you'll every know.
I'm currently in this long and confusing process of figuring out who I am and what I want to do in my life.  I fall in love with you a little more each day, even though im already in love with you. So love the people who treat you right, forget about the ones who don’t, and believe that everything happens for a reason. If you get a chance, take it, if it changes your life, let it. Nobody said that it’d be easy, they just promised it would be worth it. One of the hardest thing in life is having words in your heart that you cant utter. I feel like we get closer and closer everyday, but deep down inside, I’m absolutely terrified of losing you.

If I could explain love in one word, it would have to be trust. Trust that he doesn’t cheat on you, trust that he doesn’t lie to you, trust that he really likes you, trust that he will always be there for you, trust that he can go to a party and not get high or drunk, trust that you don’t have to worry about him breaking up with you the second you wake up, trust that he will stick up for you, trust that he will never fall in love with another girl, trust that he won’t just get sick of you, and trust that he wants you like you want him.
K. Baibaix!! Will blog again soon. (: Lovin' you always, Baby! ♥
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